another "lifesucks" rant
I hate life right now. I'm so tired of working. I'm tired of school. I feel like a wimp because I know so many other people who are full-time students and work 25 hours and seem to be fine. Maybe their workplace isn't as fast pace or stressful as mine, but regardless they do it without any problems. I hate having to sacrifice practically my entire social life for work and school. I know people who work 40 hours and go to school full time. I don't know how these people do it. I'm not getting enough sleep. I rarely get to see my friends. I rarely get to see my family. I never have any time to myself. I feel completely overwhelmed with stress and worry almost all of the time. I hate it. I hate it so much.
I keep thinking that maybe working some place else is the best thing to do. some place more chill. some place where I don't have to deal with snooty people all of the time. but i love the people I work with, and I've been there for a year now and I alreay know the ropes. and chances are I'll end up some place that I really really hate. thats just my luck.
My feelings were hurt last night, and I don't like that feeling. I don't understand it. I don't understand people.
I have the rest of tonight and tomorrow off. they wanted me to come in tomorrow, and I said I would, the pushover that I am, even though it's my first day off from school and work in awhile. my manager knew I didn't want to and called and told me that I really didn't have to and that they didn't need me.
thats all there is to say right now.
I keep thinking that maybe working some place else is the best thing to do. some place more chill. some place where I don't have to deal with snooty people all of the time. but i love the people I work with, and I've been there for a year now and I alreay know the ropes. and chances are I'll end up some place that I really really hate. thats just my luck.
My feelings were hurt last night, and I don't like that feeling. I don't understand it. I don't understand people.
I have the rest of tonight and tomorrow off. they wanted me to come in tomorrow, and I said I would, the pushover that I am, even though it's my first day off from school and work in awhile. my manager knew I didn't want to and called and told me that I really didn't have to and that they didn't need me.
thats all there is to say right now.