i'd explain it to you but your head would explode

[tiffybear]

all i can say right now is i told you so. that and being an introvert may have caused me to chew all of my fingernails off and get incredible stomach aches and migraines and horrific nightmares, but it never hurt anyone. i hate birthdays. i hate "friends". i hate trust. i hate that feeling like you just won a big shiny balloon at the carnival and then the string breaks and all you are left with is a piece of curled ribbon as the balloon floats off into the distance. back to the turning around, remembering and looking point and there's nothing left to turn back to now.

ugh i fucking hate goddam birthdays.