life please.
You know, I never get on. But, I'll post something interesting for people in this world to read and ponder on.
To my understandment. Life is full of disappointments and grief. But, there are things that make life quite amazing. Love, happiness, and enjoyment, who could ask for more. But, who's to say which is which? Our minds comprehend to what our past has seen. Memories of yesterday always affect today. Things that you couldn't possibly understand to enjoy, might be the best thing that ever happened to you. I really wish I could understand why things might be so hard. Try to understand why other people do some of the things they do. Because, face it.. were all human, which really means we are all the same in some ways. Mistakes are what you may find to be something you didn't want to happen. How can someone say they made a mistake and do the same thing over and over again. It's as if some people do things on purpose, just to make other people unhappy. As we know it doesn't work like that. We all have the same perspective in trying to help one another and be nice to people. Well, at least I would think so. Your only as smart as you wish to be. That's a fact. It's just if your willing to better yourself to learn about something interesting. Learning is amazing.. the world is so full of potential. I just hate to see everything in such an order to teach everyone to be the same. Which I could understand to an extent, because if we were all different. Who knows what this world might be. If we didn't have some sort of structure, people would fight for the main power in this country... money. Besides, the cons of being different.. What about the pros? If we were not in the order we were in.. There might just be some good to come out of it. Life would be full of difference. Maybe if we weren't to follow any structure we might just get by, and not go into complete greed. Our country doesn't need half the shit here anyways. I can understand that gas prices are going to be high, but come on.. now they are just overdoing it. Don't they understand that everyone can't be wealthy overnight, and this is indefinably not helping. Think about the people that have minimum wage jobs. They work their asses off for 40 hours a week. Their only getting paid a little more than gas prices an hour. That's not even including how much the government takes out of their checks.. It's just ridiculous. How can they get wealthy if every week they are having to spend every dime on bills, taxes, and gas, to get them by for the week. They just can't quit and get a better job. That requires time, and it's hard to get time in when you need the money.. It's a simple organization system. If they found someway to lower prices of things, it would help this country out a whole lot. Think about it.. less fighting over money, because people wouldn't have to borrow or steal to get by. Sigh, all over paper I swear it just makes me nauseous.What about this being in love nonsense. People confuse love with everything. Lust, like, comfort, and mainly stability, if you were to leave the one you love, what would happen? Would your heart truly be broken? Or, would you worry more about how you were going to get through the next day without the other person? It just doesn't make since to love. Because loving someone is knowing that person better than you know your own self, and who's to say if you really and truly do? I know there are some people out there that could say they thought they knew everything about their significant other, but in the end were fooled. The only thing I could really try as an excuse is they might not be interested with someone as much. People love new. New experiences, new people, new things, and new emotions. Everyone expects love to be perfect. Which it is supposed to be, but no one said it was easy. You have to give up all temptation, and basically give yourself to the other person and be faithful. Then hope to god that you don't end up unhappy, and you end up with someone that will do the same. It's hard to come around normal people anymore, who am I to judge normal though. This is where I bring the point of drugs. I've been around drugs my whole life. I'm not going to be hypocritical and say I haven't tried some pretty disappointing things. But, the point I'm going to try to get across to everyone is that It's ruined my life in many different ways because my family, who I thought were my friends, only wanted to feel good. They lost all memory of how to be sober and feel better about themselves. It's a crutch that holds them together in this fucked up world. So they keep doing it, not noticing the addiction, the money being spent, the past they buried back in their minds. Basically ruining everything about their selves to try and satisfy the need to forget. As doing so, they are also teaching the younger generation that it isn't as bad as it seems. Oh, but it is. If only they knew how it could ruin everything. The chemicals used in most drugs can be so deadly. One hit could take your life. Only one time can it take you away from everything that is so important. You only live once. So, why not try and make the best of it. Why not try to improve yourself, and try to improve others? Yeah, of all people I know that people will not help their selves until they see what they have truly become, and who they could have been. Even then it might be to late to change their minds. I know they are going to do what they will, and that's their own choice. I just wish there was a way to help everyone. Just think what everything could be. I mean I know some drugs are considered necessary, but are they really? Your mind is the most powerful thing. It can overpower every emotion, your senses. I understand that pain isn't an understatement. But I do think that we shouldn't be handing out things like Oxycotton 80 mg. What if your kids got a hold of that. Dead. You wouldn't see them again. That's all it takes.. Would you like to feel guilty your whole life for killing your own kids? Even if your kids never got into your medicine, imagine taking it for years, and them just stopping your prescription all together. Your withdrawals would be horrifying. People may think that that is a bit dramatic. Have you ever been around someone that was going through them. They think it's the end of the world because they can't get high. They forget how life could be without being high, and it usually takes a long time to recover fully. Unless your body has developed a need for it, and in the process of not having it kills you. I just wish I could find some way to broadcast to the whole world, even though I know it's been done. I suppose Just some people don't like to hear when their wrong. It's whats to be expected. Well I guess I can start and try not to be like everyone else. I know I will experience thing that may be wrong. I mean who am I to say I'm right anyway. Well.. I just wrote what feels like a novel. Maybe I opened someones eyes. One person can change the world if they bring upon enough knowledge. Which I intend to find one day. May take me the rest of my life, but I hope to not waste it.
To my understandment. Life is full of disappointments and grief. But, there are things that make life quite amazing. Love, happiness, and enjoyment, who could ask for more. But, who's to say which is which? Our minds comprehend to what our past has seen. Memories of yesterday always affect today. Things that you couldn't possibly understand to enjoy, might be the best thing that ever happened to you. I really wish I could understand why things might be so hard. Try to understand why other people do some of the things they do. Because, face it.. were all human, which really means we are all the same in some ways. Mistakes are what you may find to be something you didn't want to happen. How can someone say they made a mistake and do the same thing over and over again. It's as if some people do things on purpose, just to make other people unhappy. As we know it doesn't work like that. We all have the same perspective in trying to help one another and be nice to people. Well, at least I would think so. Your only as smart as you wish to be. That's a fact. It's just if your willing to better yourself to learn about something interesting. Learning is amazing.. the world is so full of potential. I just hate to see everything in such an order to teach everyone to be the same. Which I could understand to an extent, because if we were all different. Who knows what this world might be. If we didn't have some sort of structure, people would fight for the main power in this country... money. Besides, the cons of being different.. What about the pros? If we were not in the order we were in.. There might just be some good to come out of it. Life would be full of difference. Maybe if we weren't to follow any structure we might just get by, and not go into complete greed. Our country doesn't need half the shit here anyways. I can understand that gas prices are going to be high, but come on.. now they are just overdoing it. Don't they understand that everyone can't be wealthy overnight, and this is indefinably not helping. Think about the people that have minimum wage jobs. They work their asses off for 40 hours a week. Their only getting paid a little more than gas prices an hour. That's not even including how much the government takes out of their checks.. It's just ridiculous. How can they get wealthy if every week they are having to spend every dime on bills, taxes, and gas, to get them by for the week. They just can't quit and get a better job. That requires time, and it's hard to get time in when you need the money.. It's a simple organization system. If they found someway to lower prices of things, it would help this country out a whole lot. Think about it.. less fighting over money, because people wouldn't have to borrow or steal to get by. Sigh, all over paper I swear it just makes me nauseous.What about this being in love nonsense. People confuse love with everything. Lust, like, comfort, and mainly stability, if you were to leave the one you love, what would happen? Would your heart truly be broken? Or, would you worry more about how you were going to get through the next day without the other person? It just doesn't make since to love. Because loving someone is knowing that person better than you know your own self, and who's to say if you really and truly do? I know there are some people out there that could say they thought they knew everything about their significant other, but in the end were fooled. The only thing I could really try as an excuse is they might not be interested with someone as much. People love new. New experiences, new people, new things, and new emotions. Everyone expects love to be perfect. Which it is supposed to be, but no one said it was easy. You have to give up all temptation, and basically give yourself to the other person and be faithful. Then hope to god that you don't end up unhappy, and you end up with someone that will do the same. It's hard to come around normal people anymore, who am I to judge normal though. This is where I bring the point of drugs. I've been around drugs my whole life. I'm not going to be hypocritical and say I haven't tried some pretty disappointing things. But, the point I'm going to try to get across to everyone is that It's ruined my life in many different ways because my family, who I thought were my friends, only wanted to feel good. They lost all memory of how to be sober and feel better about themselves. It's a crutch that holds them together in this fucked up world. So they keep doing it, not noticing the addiction, the money being spent, the past they buried back in their minds. Basically ruining everything about their selves to try and satisfy the need to forget. As doing so, they are also teaching the younger generation that it isn't as bad as it seems. Oh, but it is. If only they knew how it could ruin everything. The chemicals used in most drugs can be so deadly. One hit could take your life. Only one time can it take you away from everything that is so important. You only live once. So, why not try and make the best of it. Why not try to improve yourself, and try to improve others? Yeah, of all people I know that people will not help their selves until they see what they have truly become, and who they could have been. Even then it might be to late to change their minds. I know they are going to do what they will, and that's their own choice. I just wish there was a way to help everyone. Just think what everything could be. I mean I know some drugs are considered necessary, but are they really? Your mind is the most powerful thing. It can overpower every emotion, your senses. I understand that pain isn't an understatement. But I do think that we shouldn't be handing out things like Oxycotton 80 mg. What if your kids got a hold of that. Dead. You wouldn't see them again. That's all it takes.. Would you like to feel guilty your whole life for killing your own kids? Even if your kids never got into your medicine, imagine taking it for years, and them just stopping your prescription all together. Your withdrawals would be horrifying. People may think that that is a bit dramatic. Have you ever been around someone that was going through them. They think it's the end of the world because they can't get high. They forget how life could be without being high, and it usually takes a long time to recover fully. Unless your body has developed a need for it, and in the process of not having it kills you. I just wish I could find some way to broadcast to the whole world, even though I know it's been done. I suppose Just some people don't like to hear when their wrong. It's whats to be expected. Well I guess I can start and try not to be like everyone else. I know I will experience thing that may be wrong. I mean who am I to say I'm right anyway. Well.. I just wrote what feels like a novel. Maybe I opened someones eyes. One person can change the world if they bring upon enough knowledge. Which I intend to find one day. May take me the rest of my life, but I hope to not waste it.