Oct 05, 2008 18:24
So this whole week, I have been listening to more melancholy music; my facebook even states it, saying that it makes me feel peaceful. Well I realized that I have been listening to sad music because I miss my family and all my beautiful friends. Going away for school has definitely been one of the hardest things I have ever done, living away from everything and everyone I knew and grew up with.
I decided I have been listening to sad music because it makes me feel better about my situation, that I won't be seeing my friends and family for over 40 days. So the following is part of the lyrics to the songs that touch my heart and speak the words of my soul.
Jason Mraz- Details in the Fabric
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
mmmhmm
Civil Twilight- Quiet in my Town (my funeral song..haha)
Today is, Today is
Today is quiet in my town
Today is, Oh, today is
Today is quiet in my town
Oh, somebody say something
Somebody say something
Somebody say something to me
Oh, someday say something
Someday say something
Someday say something cause i can't take this silence anymore
Anymore
Mayday Parade- Miserable at Best
So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes
Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess but I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh
And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly
Jack's Mannequin- Hammer and Strings (Lullaby)
And my friend calls me up
With her heart heavy still
She says, "Andy, the doctors
Prescribed me the pills.
But I know I'm not crazy.
I just lost my will.
So why am I, why am I
Taking them still?"
I need something to believe in
A breath from the breathing
So write it down,
I don't think that I'll close my eyes
'Cause lately I'm not dreaming
So what's the point in sleeping?
It's just that at night,
I've got nowhere to hide
To the sleepless, this is my reply:
I will write you a lullaby,
A lullaby.
Yea, I feel like I turned freakin' emo. hehehee. But I am still happy, not to worry! :P