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Dec 29, 2004 15:10

Hello World,

It's been a while but the winter chill has hastend me to adventure. I'm in Tallahasse right now for my cousin's wedding, I'm pretty excited cause I love weddings but at the same time I'm so freakin drained out with emotion cause I feel so alone at my grandpa's house. As always, angel Jackie comes to the rescue, I love my sis, but here it feels that even she is in her own world sometimes. I must confess my greatest weakness is to be alone but then again, it's something I've had to deal with all my life. I've come to know more fully the concept of a sorrowful longing for love. No wonder shakespeare made so many tragedies.

I can't escape this hallow place
Lost in loneliness without a trace.

This road is the only one I have to take
If only for my future's sake.

A battle with thoughts rages boistrous in my mind
Heroes are sweet to savor in a quarrel of this kind.

Nobody can know my pain
It hides behind the shadow of shame.

Despair won't cease to trap my hope
As the war wages on for my life to elope.

A new year lurks near with yet a new beginning
But these wounds still stand at their spot of upbringing.

Set the stakes high, for the midst of a new chapter is here
The greatest thing to dread is the simple deepness of fear.
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