Mar 16, 2005 14:24
oh wow. me and my mom jest had a huge talk. and ahh yea. i guess she went to the docs about a month ago. and she didnt tell me what happend. i guess she was getting cleaned out (( ahh her vagina that is )) and they found a spot. not jest any spot tho. they said it might have cancer in it.
yea well today she desided she wanted to tell me. i wanted to cry. like how could she keep that from me? i dont know. its like she was so scared to tell me. she has to go back today. at 4:30 so thats like 2 hours or so. im really scared. its probley nothing. i keep telling my self that, but what if it is something. what if it has cancer. whats ganna happen?
she hasnt told my brother yet.
im really scared.
she kept this from me for a month, and asks me not to be mad/sad. i dont understand paraents. they dont tell you anything till the last min, then they get all pissy when we dont tell them everything.
im so confused