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Jan 20, 2004 22:41

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Re: anonymous February 17 2004, 02:57:10 UTC
Yeah well, this one time in band camp I met this one guy who thought that he could psyche me out buy telling me my level of inner confidence was false bravado. Sometimes it is - but mostly it is not. You can't always remain confident on the outside if there is not a wellspring of confidence on the inside. Frustration and annoyance is the answer - not lack of confidence. Oh, the false beliefs of others become reality in the world of black and white. Whatever gives you the result you desire - then so be it.
The real problem is the weighing up - the pros, the cons, the positives, the negatives, the should I's, the maybe I shouldn'ts, the I think it might work, but maybe it won't work...it just goes on and on into infinite and it is really getting a little tired. True strength and confidence is about being able to make a decision and standing by it. Should I make a decision, should I not make a decision, should I do it, should I not do it...it has become a new scientific theory. Non hormonal bitches are not pushover bitches that sit and wait for the result of the hypothesesis of your experiment. I have my own science too - that of self preservation. It takes confidence to tell it like it is...should I tell it like it is, or should I not tell it like it is. Should I stay or should I go now. Should I go with the flow, should I swim against the tide......
I am not being cruel - just stating some facts becuase my lack of confidence tells me not to keep things hidden but put them out in the open air where they belong.

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