Jan 15, 2006 23:11
Sooo... me and Dane broke up. We've both been feeling it coming for awhile now, and we've drifted apart over the last year or so. We ended on good terms, and I'm proud of the way we handled it. It was time, tho. It's just so weird. He was a part of my life for 4 years. Good times and rough ones. I'm sad and I know I'll miss him, but that's not enough to stay in a relationship over. I still have to get used to it tho. Even if we went awhile without talking, or we argued about something, I knew he was there. And now he's not. I'd like to keep in touch and say hi every now and then, but that's hard sometimes when you're trying to move on. I just feel so... I dunno. The goodbyes are what got me. I could feel it then. And it's sad. I'm sad. But happy we're both moving forward.
I know you read this sometimes, and if you ever do again, I want you to see that I do write about you. And I will miss you. And you not being around anymore is something I'll have to get used to.
The Lifehouse concert was great. I didn't end up seeing Rebecca, cuz she got there before us and we had to leave after the concert. We couldn't wait around. But they were good. They always are tho, aren't they?!