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Sep 30, 2005 12:42

Hey All im kinda happy but then i feel sad cuz like i want something soooo bad it makes me cry but i just cant have it things like that suck....i think if theres a person that you think bout be4 you fall asleep or whenever your just sitting and thinking then thats the person you should be with but sometimes the ppl are to scared they'll do something wrong but if someone loves you as much as they say they do then you dont think they would be able to do that....but hey i guess thats just how life is nowdays

on other news im not gonna worry bout the whole dad thing cuz i was talking to my friend and she told me theres nothing else i can do cuz i have already told my mom bout it and she made the decision not to do anything sooo i have to respcet that...yeah it still pisses me off but what else can i do.......

on other other news me and Sam(grl) haven't hung out in like forever like i think the last time she came to my house was......i dont even know maybe the day we went to the concert....and also we haven't really hung out at school much either...shes been hangin out with Chelo a lot lately.....at school i guess i hang out with Mandy cuz me and her talk bout our lil problems sometimes i like sit in class and just think bout all my friends and think how much everyone has changed like in 3rd-5th grade Mandy was my BEST friend and then in 7th i considered Chelo my BEST friend and then in 8th Sam was like my BEST friend and last year Mandy pretty much was and in this year cuz i like can tell Mandy everything and she always helps me with my problems but then i was thinking all my friends are my best friends cuz theres certain things i can only tell that person and yeah i dont just have 1 best friend i have 6...but then lately i have been feeling like everyone is slowly splitting up i feel like slowly Brit,Dawn, and Yessica are like leavin the group....cuz its like they hang out with us but then they dont its weird i dont want us to split up i wish things could go back to how they were in 8th grade everyone and i mean everyone in our group were really close with each other we had more friend parties we hung out A LOT more as a whole and not just 2 ppl and we didn't let guys become more important haha thats not completely true we did have our moments with the b/f's haha but still if we had to choose between going out to a movie with our b/f or helping each other with a BIG problem we would be in the movie with our b/f...with our frinds all there listening to the problem LOL j/k no we would be helping our friend but now i think some of us would go to the movie and its been makin me like really upset wow i made this longer then what i thought well i g2g be4 i get myself even more upset ttyls byes
<3Tiffany
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