hey all

Jun 17, 2005 18:13

WoW i didn't think this was gonna get so hard ya kno makin like a big desision its pretty hard cuz u think if u do it then hey it'll be good cuz u have this other thing waitin for u....but wat if u do it and then the thing u have waitin goes away and ur left to cry or w/e.....(changing subject) well ok i say i have a kinda bad life wit my dad ya kno but rlly my life isn't that bad at all i almost get everything i want well from my mom at least and theres soooo many kids that have it worse then me theres kids that get beat wit wooden boards theres kids that just plain get abused im just happy i dont have a life like that i wish i could do sumthing to help the kids that do live like that i dk wat got me thinkin bout that but i dk i just thought bout it and it made me real upset....i think its kinda funny 1 of my friends Jared read my stories i have in here and he thought they were bout me....now i can understand y he could think that cuz lots of ppl wen they write stories they write bout there life style but me i like writin sad stories cuz even tho i dont live like that i think i can write bout it pretty good well i dk that might not have been the way i wanted to put it but thats ok but yeah....i cant wait till im older cuz after high school the high school drama should go away theres just way too much drama in high school and to much popularity stuff but no the popular stuff is more in Jr. High cuz now after being in high school for a yr. its kinda got better like the so called "popular kids" they actually talk to ppl they would talk to in Jr High and thats good cuz a lot of ppl wanted to smack sum sense into them LOL but yeah....i hate wen ppl say "o i wanna move out of South Beloit sooo bad i hate it here" i hate wen ppl say that cuz its not a bad school its actually a pretty good school there not many kids there will be smaller graduating classes so then we wouldn't be there 4 like 2 hours or longer i kno there r bad things at South Beloit like the money problem and everythings prices getting raised ^ but hey we have to get sum money some way i dont think i could see myself going to another school i mean it might be nice but it would be rlly different....i mean sumtimes i wanna move to Flordia wit my Cuzin Evie cuz shes my fav. adult cuzin and yeah but thats not cuz of me wanting to get away from school thats just me wanting to get away from the drama ok well i dk im just trying to say ppl juts need to stop saying that and face life that ur not leaving and sumtimes it makes ur friends a lil sad like u wanna leave them well i guess im done rambling on bout this crap cuz ppl wont stop saying ok well im done ttyl's love yas all!!!
*Tiff
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