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My names Anna. I'm 14 years old so I'm going through everything, guys, wanting to be popular, having a visitor every month named Mr. Dot likw every other girl in the world, and to top it all off living with an abusive parent. Like life couldn't be more horrible. I'm not to popular well, really I'm not at all. I go to school ever day, and no one talks to me, I dont have one single friend, the nerds even walk right past me. So i guess that brings us to today. "OMG I'm late Oh no Dads gonna be soo... mad" I said. I rush to the bathroom and take a shower and brush my teeth. I rush back to my room, in the atic and get dressed. I finish getting ready, stoped in my tracks Dad yells 'Why are you running around like an Idiot?!" I start to talk "I..." he says "Shut Up you know what i wish you were never born I hate you!" I ran outside I hate when he's like that he always seems to be mad at me about something. I couldn't stop myself from crying, I caught the bus. When I got on the whole bus semmed to get quiet I thought ( what did I do? Did I forget something!) Then some kid threw something at me and everyone laughed. I thought (Oh great first day of High School and it starts out bad *Sigh*)
We get to school nothing really bad because not many people notice me. I go to my classes they were ok. I'm pretty good in school I don't talk much and I do all my homework, problem is I do all my homework in other classes so sometimes i get in trouble for that. The only reason i do that is because I get home and I have to clean. The next day at school i hear everyone talking about a new boy is at our school and he's really cute im really kinda currious to see what he looks like. I start to walk to class and of course i get triped its soo stupid people cant talk to me but they sure can make me feel bad. Right now im in Art i love this class im pretty good at drawing the teacher comes up to me and says "Good job Anna....Everyone come over here and look at Anna's drawing" so everyone comes over and then walks away the only person that didn't walk away was the new kid. He said "hey my names Adam whats up?" I said " go away you dont wanna be seen talking to me." He said "why not?" I just got up and walked away. Then his new popular friends come up to him and a girl names Amber like the popularest girl in school said "don't bother wit her shes trash." He asks "whats wrong with her?" she says " she has the money to buy new things but she never does and she only has like 5 diff. outfits that she can wear" then a girl named Allison says " well she has the money to buy it but she can't buy anything." and he asks "Well why can't she?" she says "because of her dad." Everyone knows that he hits her and screams at her ALL the time and doesn't let her do ANYTHING so she's stuck at home cleaning all the time cuz all he does is sit around home, but whenever the student counselor asks her about it she says no that he doesn't do that and that hes a really good dad and she makes up these stories about trips her and her dad took together and nobody knows what to do about it. Then Adam says "Oh so she has a horrible life at home, and her only freedom is at school, where absolutely nobody talks to her, is that what your saying?" They all just kinda look at the floor. So Adam goes up to her and says " I know the whole story now of why you didn't want me to talk to you, but I don't care what other people think I just wanna talk to you. "She looks down and her hair goes in front of her face and he moves her hair and looks her in the eyes and says "you have really pretty eyes you shouldn't put your head down so much because then people can see how beautiful you are. It also could give you a neckache." All i could do then was laugh and I said "thanks, but you dont have to be nice to me." he said " I'm not just being nice i really do think your pretty." I said "thanks" and then me and him spent the rest of the class just talking and working on our drawings he said "you suck" i said "what are you talking about?" He said "hehe your such a good drawer and I suck" and i say "sooo you suck and you say i suck? thats real good" he said "I know, but you still like me" I said "no not yet...I like you as a friend, but for right now thats it." So then class got over i went to my locker and then went to lunch. I go through the lunch line and I see Adam and he's motioning me to go sit by him. Some girl comes behind me and says "you sit over there and we will make your life even more worse" from the sound of the voice i could tell it was Amber. So I walk across the lunch room and go to a corner and eat my lunch. He comes over to me and says "whats wrong how come you didn't come sit by me? did you not see me?" I said "I saw you but Amber told me I shouldn't go over there soo i didn't" He said "who gives a fuck what Amber says...come on" he takes me by the hand and takes me over to the table and has me sit down and everyone just looks at me. I say "Adam I really dont wanna be here." He says "just forget everyones here, just pretend its just me and you" I get up and say "I can't do this" I start to walk away and i run right into someone that had food in there hand. I just start to run I dont wanna go home because my Dad will no i left school even though the school will call him and tell him. I just keep walking and go to the park and sit down. Soon after i get there I hear someone coming it was Adam. He said "I'm sorry I made you go over there I wasn't thinking, I just wanted all that crap happening to you to stop." I said "Adam it will never stop." Then he looked at me with beautiful baby blue eyes and says "yes it will" and he kisses me, now the kiss seemed like it lasted forever but it only was about 15 seconds. Then the rest of the day and through the night we just layed out there talked about everything our lives,our goals. His goal was to get out of school and go to college and become a doctor because he wanted to help come up with a cure for cancer because his little brother has cancer. Me i want to become a person that can help kids out with there parents get good kids away from bad parents. I went home the next day really early my mom was waiting in the living room. She ran up to me and gave me a big hug and said "where were you? i was scared to death!" Then my Dad walked in and pushed my mom to the floor. He said "What the hell were you doing! your lucky i dont just kill you!" I start to cry that just got him madder he said "You have no reason to cry but i'll give you a reason to cry!" Then he threw me against the wall I think he broke my arm. he said "now go upstairs and get ready for school" So I go to my room and my mom fallow a little bit after me so my Dad dont know shes coming up to see me. She comes up there and says "are you ok?" I say "yes I'm fine" she says " I wish i could take you out of here, but if I do he's just gonna try to get custidy of you and I know I cant win" I said "its ok I'll be fine I only have four more years" Then I go to school. First thing I do when I get there is go to the nurse. The nurse says its not broken just sprained so they give me a sling to put my arm in. I go to class and Adam looks at me and he just looked soo sad. He felt sorry for me he's the only person thats ever felt sorry for me, well he is the only one that knows the whole story. Then I had gym class i got changed into my gym clothes and went into the gym. I notice Amber and Allison aren't in the gym, but then i see them slowly coming in.We had to walk the track today i didn't walk with anyone because Adam had to go to the nurse for something not really sure what. So I just walk alone in used to that anyway I had to do it all the time at the Jr High. Then I see Amber and Allison laughing and looking my way. I thought *oh no whats going on* I just tried to ignore it. Then Adam came out and walked with me we just talked. Then Amber called Adam over so he goes over there and she starts hanging all over him and playin around with him. He just kinda goes with it he just thought they were playing around as friends. Then Amber kissed Adam I just couldn't believe it I just couldn't take it so I ran. I ran into the locker room because every was coming in anyway. I looked for my clothes they were soaking wet. so I took them and went to my next class. I went to the office and called my mom because i knew my Dad was at work. So she brought me new clothes and she said "Dont worry your Dad wont hear about this" Then she left. I get home and of course my Dads in a bad mood and he says to me "Hey you little bitch get in here" so i go in there and he says "your fucking mother left so now you have to fix my dinner" I said "When is she coming back" he said "Never" that was the worse thing I have ever heard the only person in my house that loved me left. I fixed his fuckin dinner and then I had to clean the whole house for what i did the other night,but thats ok because i cleaned around the toilet with his tooth brush.
I went into the living room and he was watching the news and he said "hey little brat come here look what happened to your mother" I looked at the TV and I couldn't believe my eyes what I saw I was my mom they were pulling her out of a car that crashed. I just could hold back the tears my Dad hates when I cry, but I couldn't help it. I started crying I ran to my room it felt lie my whole life was ending. First the guy i like kisses another girl, the girl i hate and then my mom dies. Then theres a knock on the door i look out the window its Adam. My Dad opens the door and says "what in the hell do you want?" He says "I just wanna talk to Anna really quick" my Dad thought he would be nice to me once since I just lost my mother. So he let him come in. I go up to him and I take him to my room. he said "i heard about your Mom on the news in really sorry" I said "its ok i'll be fine" he said " im also sorry about Amber after you ran off you didn't see what i did me and her got into a big fight and i told her i didn't wanna be friends with someone that cant handle the fact i have a girlfriend" I said "im your girlfriend!" he said "well that is if you wanna be" I said "yes of course" then my dad started yelling and he said "ok kid get the hell out of my house" so then he left.
My names Anna. I'm 14 years old so I'm going through everything, guys, wanting to be popular, having a visitor every month named Mr. Dot likw every other girl in the world, and to top it all off living with an abusive parent. Like life couldn't be more horrible. I'm not to popular well, really I'm not at all. I go to school ever day, and no one talks to me, I dont have one single friend, the nerds even walk right past me. So i guess that brings us to today. "OMG I'm late Oh no Dads gonna be soo... mad" I said. I rush to the bathroom and take a shower and brush my teeth. I rush back to my room, in the atic and get dressed. I finish getting ready, stoped in my tracks Dad yells 'Why are you running around like an Idiot?!" I start to talk "I..." he says "Shut Up you know what i wish you were never born I hate you!" I ran outside I hate when he's like that he always seems to be mad at me about something. I couldn't stop myself from crying, I caught the bus. When I got on the whole bus semmed to get quiet I thought ( what did I do? Did I forget something!) Then some kid threw something at me and everyone laughed. I thought (Oh great first day of High School and it starts out bad *Sigh*)
We get to school nothing really bad because not many people notice me. I go to my classes they were ok. I'm pretty good in school I don't talk much and I do all my homework, problem is I do all my homework in other classes so sometimes i get in trouble for that. The only reason i do that is because I get home and I have to clean. The next day at school i hear everyone talking about a new boy is at our school and he's really cute im really kinda currious to see what he looks like. I start to walk to class and of course i get triped its soo stupid people cant talk to me but they sure can make me feel bad. Right now im in Art i love this class im pretty good at drawing the teacher comes up to me and says "Good job Anna....Everyone come over here and look at Anna's drawing" so everyone comes over and then walks away the only person that didn't walk away was the new kid. He said "hey my names Adam whats up?" I said " go away you dont wanna be seen talking to me." He said "why not?" I just got up and walked away. Then his new popular friends come up to him and a girl names Amber like the popularest girl in school said "don't bother wit her shes trash." He asks "whats wrong with her?" she says " she has the money to buy new things but she never does and she only has like 5 diff. outfits that she can wear" then a girl named Allison says " well she has the money to buy it but she can't buy anything." and he asks "Well why can't she?" she says "because of her dad." Everyone knows that he hits her and screams at her ALL the time and doesn't let her do ANYTHING so she's stuck at home cleaning all the time cuz all he does is sit around home, but whenever the student counselor asks her about it she says no that he doesn't do that and that hes a really good dad and she makes up these stories about trips her and her dad took together and nobody knows what to do about it. Then Adam says "Oh so she has a horrible life at home, and her only freedom is at school, where absolutely nobody talks to her, is that what your saying?" They all just kinda look at the floor. So Adam goes up to her and says " I know the whole story now of why you didn't want me to talk to you, but I don't care what other people think I just wanna talk to you. "She looks down and her hair goes in front of her face and he moves her hair and looks her in the eyes and says "you have really pretty eyes you shouldn't put your head down so much because then people can see how beautiful you are. It also could give you a neckache." All i could do then was laugh and I said "thanks, but you dont have to be nice to me." he said " I'm not just being nice i really do think your pretty." I said "thanks" and then me and him spent the rest of the class just talking and working on our drawings he said "you suck" i said "what are you talking about?" He said "hehe your such a good drawer and I suck" and i say "sooo you suck and you say i suck? thats real good" he said "I know, but you still like me" I said "no not yet...I like you as a friend, but for right now thats it." So then class got over i went to my locker and then went to lunch. I go through the lunch line and I see Adam and he's motioning me to go sit by him. Some girl comes behind me and says "you sit over there and we will make your life even more worse" from the sound of the voice i could tell it was Amber. So I walk across the lunch room and go to a corner and eat my lunch. He comes over to me and says "whats wrong how come you didn't come sit by me? did you not see me?" I said "I saw you but Amber told me I shouldn't go over there soo i didn't" He said "who gives a fuck what Amber says...come on" he takes me by the hand and takes me over to the table and has me sit down and everyone just looks at me. I say "Adam I really dont wanna be here." He says "just forget everyones here, just pretend its just me and you" I get up and say "I can't do this" I start to walk away and i run right into someone that had food in there hand. I just start to run I dont wanna go home because my Dad will no i left school even though the school will call him and tell him. I just keep walking and go to the park and sit down. Soon after i get there I hear someone coming it was Adam. He said "I'm sorry I made you go over there I wasn't thinking, I just wanted all that crap happening to you to stop." I said "Adam it will never stop." Then he looked at me with beautiful baby blue eyes and says "yes it will" and he kisses me, now the kiss seemed like it lasted forever but it only was about 15 seconds. Then the rest of the day and through the night we just layed out there talked about everything our lives,our goals. His goal was to get out of school and go to college and become a doctor because he wanted to help come up with a cure for cancer because his little brother has cancer. Me i want to become a person that can help kids out with there parents get good kids away from bad parents. I went home the next day really early my mom was waiting in the living room. She ran up to me and gave me a big hug and said "where were you? i was scared to death!" Then my Dad walked in and pushed my mom to the floor. He said "What the hell were you doing! your lucky i dont just kill you!" I start to cry that just got him madder he said "You have no reason to cry but i'll give you a reason to cry!" Then he threw me against the wall I think he broke my arm. he said "now go upstairs and get ready for school" So I go to my room and my mom fallow a little bit after me so my Dad dont know shes coming up to see me. She comes up there and says "are you ok?" I say "yes I'm fine" she says " I wish i could take you out of here, but if I do he's just gonna try to get custidy of you and I know I cant win" I said "its ok I'll be fine I only have four more years" Then I go to school. First thing I do when I get there is go to the nurse. The nurse says its not broken just sprained so they give me a sling to put my arm in. I go to class and Adam looks at me and he just looked soo sad. He felt sorry for me he's the only person thats ever felt sorry for me, well he is the only one that knows the whole story. Then I had gym class i got changed into my gym clothes and went into the gym. I notice Amber and Allison aren't in the gym, but then i see them slowly coming in.We had to walk the track today i didn't walk with anyone because Adam had to go to the nurse for something not really sure what. So I just walk alone in used to that anyway I had to do it all the time at the Jr High. Then I see Amber and Allison laughing and looking my way. I thought *oh no whats going on* I just tried to ignore it. Then Adam came out and walked with me we just talked. Then Amber called Adam over so he goes over there and she starts hanging all over him and playin around with him. He just kinda goes with it he just thought they were playing around as friends. Then Amber kissed Adam I just couldn't believe it I just couldn't take it so I ran. I ran into the locker room because every was coming in anyway. I looked for my clothes they were soaking wet. so I took them and went to my next class. I went to the office and called my mom because i knew my Dad was at work. So she brought me new clothes and she said "Dont worry your Dad wont hear about this" Then she left. I get home and of course my Dads in a bad mood and he says to me "Hey you little bitch get in here" so i go in there and he says "your fucking mother left so now you have to fix my dinner" I said "When is she coming back" he said "Never" that was the worse thing I have ever heard the only person in my house that loved me left. I fixed his fuckin dinner and then I had to clean the whole house for what i did the other night,but thats ok because i cleaned around the toilet with his tooth brush.
I went into the living room and he was watching the news and he said "hey little brat come here look what happened to your mother" I looked at the TV and I couldn't believe my eyes what I saw I was my mom they were pulling her out of a car that crashed. I just could hold back the tears my Dad hates when I cry, but I couldn't help it. I started crying I ran to my room it felt lie my whole life was ending. First the guy i like kisses another girl, the girl i hate and then my mom dies. Then theres a knock on the door i look out the window its Adam. My Dad opens the door and says "what in the hell do you want?" He says "I just wanna talk to Anna really quick" my Dad thought he would be nice to me once since I just lost my mother. So he let him come in. I go up to him and I take him to my room. he said "i heard about your Mom on the news in really sorry" I said "its ok i'll be fine" he said " im also sorry about Amber after you ran off you didn't see what i did me and her got into a big fight and i told her i didn't wanna be friends with someone that cant handle the fact i have a girlfriend" I said "im your girlfriend!" he said "well that is if you wanna be" I said "yes of course" then my dad started yelling and he said "ok kid get the hell out of my house" so then he left.