May 31, 2010 23:04
People have been noticing that light in me fade away. I've been stressing out so much lately. I've been so tired, both physically and mentally. It's getting harder to hide that. I've become the girl with a broken smile. I feel trapped, but I'm too exhausted to keep fighting back. Nothing seems to be where I want it to be.
Thank goodness I got to just hang out and relax in Costa Mesa with some friends yesterday. I've been getting this constant feeling of pain in my chest that seems to go away around certain people.
I can never quite finish a thought nowadays. I'm just so tired and confused.