Sunday
Dear friend,
Is it worth it when you want to change more than you want to keep? When every time you find the good, you eventually see more bad? I am naturally an optimistic person, so this level of cynicism is of great worry to me. But I constantly find myself asking the question: "How many times can you go through something before wanting to give up entirely?" When you become tired of fighting for something, tired of the work involved, tired of the overall endless effort.
If something is "worth it", per se...should it not be a bit easier?
I guess I'll just have to wait this one out.
Is it worth it when you want to change more than you want to keep? When every time you find the good, you eventually see more bad? I am naturally an optimistic person, so this level of cynicism is of great worry to me. But I constantly find myself asking the question: "How many times can you go through something before wanting to give up entirely?" When you become tired of fighting for something, tired of the work involved, tired of the overall endless effort.
If something is "worth it", per se...should it not be a bit easier?
I guess I'll just have to wait this one out.