Apr 18, 2006 01:24
Well the past few days have been interesting to say the least...
Prom was great...It feels like it flew by...I had fun bowling...I missed Hatley...but I'm glad he saved us from the Ghetto...it was funny...my feelings were hurt by a few people...ok...basically...(clap)...two...but they don't know...and I'm gonna keep it that way...I don't know if it was meant to or not...but oh well...
I know I really shouldn't...but it's just so much easier...and funner...and no arguing is involved...
Well...today is the day...today is the two week mark from my interview at Jeff State...they said they would let me know in two weeks whether I got it or not...I figured certain people would have remembered today...but I guess not...
I hate the signs...they confuse me...the obvious fucking signs...Why me???...ugh...I know it would ake sense...and it's like someone up there is trying to tell me something...but I don't know if I understand what they are saying or not...sometimes I hate my life and the chocies I have to make...I wish I could just be me without anyone else...but I need that feeling...the mutual feeling...that isn't forced...that just happens...without thinking...without force...without arguement...I only have one question...Were you bored???...
Well today has pretty much sucked...I feel like crap...I don't know what I have but it needs to go away...I didn't ask for it...then again I am the one that said I wish I didn;t have to ask for things...
Well I think I'm gonna go...the really awkward feeling is there...and I don't know how to handle it...I wish it would just go away...ugh...I want to go home and sleep til 8...so I can wake up and watch American Idol and House without commercials...that would be nice...but I have a paper and a test and an assignment...and pictures for t-ball and t-ball practice...all before I get to go to bed tonight...ugh...Well later people...