Great to Good to Sad to Depressing to Great to Disappointing...My day...
So great news this morning!!! I won the Onyx Scholarship!!! It's only $500 but that's better than nothing!!! Then I had an okay day at school today...then I was sad because I thought something had happened that was really horrible...then I was depressed cuz I thought it was gonna keep my parents from going out of town...then we found out there was a misunderstanding...So everything was great except for the fact that I still hadnt told the only person I was excited to tell about the scholarship about the scholarship...then I got to and then I was disappointed because it in't go like I wanted it to...so that sucked!!! Majorly and now I'm confused about a million different things and I thought I had finally decided on prom and now I'm all confused again...I also thought I was sinking back into the bliss again...but it just seems like I can't be happy...someone fucks it up...but anyway I was informed that I complain about my physical problems too much...damn it...there is no way that people know everytime I hurt physically...I have a fucking cyst and I have...well this is complining anyway I just thought I would voice that I don't think I complain too much and it...I hurt physically 90% of the time...if it's not my back it's my foot or my knee...and I have had serious problems with all three of those places so I think I have more than enough reason to complain but whatever...this night just keeps gettign worse...maybe tomorrow will be better considering Sunday is unwanted...well if anyone was planning on hanging out tomorrow they will have to wait til later tomorrow night probably 5 or 6 just call my cell whenever!!! Lots of Love to those who care!!!