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*sits down at my computer and sighs, closing my eyes, thinks then geins to write*
Mark and I.....are over, completly over. He is now with Mylin. I hope there happy, but i cant believe I am dealing with this. I guess love isnt strong enough to fight through ups and downs. So i dont know what this means for me...I have lost everyone....I have lost coley, I have lost Holly....I have lost Mikey...who i havent talked to in ages. Now I have lost Mark the man i have been in love with since saved by the bell. I dont know if its because of rumours, because of people who cant stay the fuck out of my life, and let me live my own life, or other reasons. I am on the brink of falling apart. I am so alone, and isolated.....I have few friends....few confidantes....
and hes gone...Mark's gone.....
Mark and I.....are over, completly over. He is now with Mylin. I hope there happy, but i cant believe I am dealing with this. I guess love isnt strong enough to fight through ups and downs. So i dont know what this means for me...I have lost everyone....I have lost coley, I have lost Holly....I have lost Mikey...who i havent talked to in ages. Now I have lost Mark the man i have been in love with since saved by the bell. I dont know if its because of rumours, because of people who cant stay the fuck out of my life, and let me live my own life, or other reasons. I am on the brink of falling apart. I am so alone, and isolated.....I have few friends....few confidantes....
and hes gone...Mark's gone.....