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for all of you who dont know. today is mine and josh's 6month!!
i abosutly looovvvee this boy. probally more than anyone could ever imagine.
josh is not a silly lil' boyfriend that most girls have at my age. he is wayy wayy wayy more than that. he is EVERYTHING to me.
i dont think i have ever been so close to a person in my life. he is the only person that i can tell anything and everything.
another thing that i abosulty love about him is he never fails to amaze me. he plays a big role in our relationship, he brings love, joy, happiness and he always always suprises me with new things.
dear josh,
i cant even imagine what my world would be like if you werent in it..youre like a breath of fresh air, unlike anybody else i know..youre always full of common sense and able to lift my spirits, even in those times when id swear i was all out of smiles..our relationship gives me the freedom to be myself and speak my mind, knowing i wont be judged..your spirit of fun and optimism is refreshing and a good influence, and yet you still have the ability to cut to the chase and put things in perspective..i think its your combination of fun, charm, sincerity, and honesty that makes you such a unique and intersting person..you add so much to my life and to my world, and i appreciate you more than you know. i spend a friday night with you,hugging you, kissing you, holding your hand .. and then the time comes for you to leave and at that very moment i know that i love you because tears come down from my eyes, i feel empty, and down. im suddeny not in the happy mood i was when i was with you and its because i dont want you to go.i just want to spend the rest of my life hugging you, kissing you, and holding your hand.