Over it, Under it and somewhere in between.
I guess I knew this was all coming. I hate change. HATE IT. So I decided to pull the band aid off quickly and change everything at once. Job, Housing, School, Car. Just do it all at once. Now, I am starting to panic. I am putting myself under pressure and I guess that is the thing that sucks the most... This is all self inflicted.
I am also OVER bad friends. I am just getting sick and tired of talking to people until I am blue in the face about how they are making me feel like shit and then they still do nothing about it. Whatever. Fuck you.
I have come to the conclusion the only person I can depend on is myself. I don't really have a bestfriend anymore and I have decided that I don't care either. I don't miss it. I have people that truly care about me... I think.
For some reason I feel lost. I don't know what I am going to do with this life of mine and that is so scary. I don't want to fuck it up.
I am going to be the oldest Freshman in the world.
I got called a Bird today on my myspace blog. It made me really happy. It's stupid, but it made me happy. I call people I love birds... I usually say "if your a bird, I'm a bird" its cheesy and from the Notebook.
If he is a bird I am certainly a bird.
I am also OVER bad friends. I am just getting sick and tired of talking to people until I am blue in the face about how they are making me feel like shit and then they still do nothing about it. Whatever. Fuck you.
I have come to the conclusion the only person I can depend on is myself. I don't really have a bestfriend anymore and I have decided that I don't care either. I don't miss it. I have people that truly care about me... I think.
For some reason I feel lost. I don't know what I am going to do with this life of mine and that is so scary. I don't want to fuck it up.
I am going to be the oldest Freshman in the world.
I got called a Bird today on my myspace blog. It made me really happy. It's stupid, but it made me happy. I call people I love birds... I usually say "if your a bird, I'm a bird" its cheesy and from the Notebook.
If he is a bird I am certainly a bird.