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Meagay Sooo, I am so sorry, I guess, to hear your news. It does suck that you have to find out news like that. I know exactly what you're going through, if you know what I mean. It is really hard finding out that someone you love isnt the person you thing or thought they were.
Well, I ordered my birthday cake today and that is cool, because I'm getting it for free. I dont think that my mom will be there because she is mad because my grandma confronted her about not sending my 200 bucks when she promised. Her boyfriend called me today and told me not to worry about the money because I will get it next week if he had to hand deliver it to me. I am not mad that they can't give me the money right now, but I am angry that I looked like a fool, waiting at the mailbox for the mailman everyday for something that wasn't even coming. And I have to have it by BY next Tuesday, or else I cant start driving. And as soon as I start driving I can come to evansville and visit all my homeys. And I really miss them so I have to do it soon. I hope that meagay soo still gets to come to my birthday party, because I dont know if anyone will come. I get so pissed off because everyone gets mad at me if I dont go to their events but if I have a party, NOONE shows up. It really hurts my feelings. I guess I could just invite random people off the street, at least they would probably come. Why does everyone hate me! I bend over backwards for so many people but when its time for me to get some attention everyone acts like they don't owe me anything. The least all the bastards could do is come to my f*in birthday party. But no, Tiffany doesnt matter. Oh well. fuck the world. love tiffay
Well, I ordered my birthday cake today and that is cool, because I'm getting it for free. I dont think that my mom will be there because she is mad because my grandma confronted her about not sending my 200 bucks when she promised. Her boyfriend called me today and told me not to worry about the money because I will get it next week if he had to hand deliver it to me. I am not mad that they can't give me the money right now, but I am angry that I looked like a fool, waiting at the mailbox for the mailman everyday for something that wasn't even coming. And I have to have it by BY next Tuesday, or else I cant start driving. And as soon as I start driving I can come to evansville and visit all my homeys. And I really miss them so I have to do it soon. I hope that meagay soo still gets to come to my birthday party, because I dont know if anyone will come. I get so pissed off because everyone gets mad at me if I dont go to their events but if I have a party, NOONE shows up. It really hurts my feelings. I guess I could just invite random people off the street, at least they would probably come. Why does everyone hate me! I bend over backwards for so many people but when its time for me to get some attention everyone acts like they don't owe me anything. The least all the bastards could do is come to my f*in birthday party. But no, Tiffany doesnt matter. Oh well. fuck the world. love tiffay