..i'm drifting far away beyound your reach....
I'm so tired and so confused.
I have these feelings that I just can't sort out or get through. It's confusing cuz every time I think i've finally made up my mind, something changes it or gets in the way. I'm so confused, i've had a head ache for the last 3 days. It sucks cuz I don't know what to fucking do.
Some days I don't even wanna come out of my room, and there's been nights were I can't sleep cuz my minds so cramped and mixed-up, and i've been trying my best not to show it, afraid my mom or dad might ask whats wrong and saying nothing wont get me out of it, and me and my mom will prolly get in a fight cuz we always do when I don't tell her stuff.
...I just need to figure out what to do about my situation and until then, my minds gonna be so screwed up.
I'm also very tired of people judgeing me. If you don't know me, you can't judge me. Cuz you have no clue what i'm like, how I act or what kind of person I am. But people don't seem to understand that. It's always shes this shes that. I mean I know lifes unfair and you can't change how people act, but come on, some people need to grow up. Not everythings what it seems. I could be the nicest girl in the world[im not..but w.e] but people wont know cuz they take one look at me and label me as somthing i'm not.
I'm a 14 year old girl trying to live her life,what's so bad about that?
..enough with the drama.
Wed.-I don't think I did anything but babysit.fun shit right there.
Thurs.-Manda came over, it was fun. We retented movies "Dirty Danceing Havana Nights" "The Pacifier" "Miss.Cong.2" it was halarious until she had to go home.=[
Tomarrow I don't plan to do anything. People are gonna be gone. It might also be my last day of babysitting, for the rest of my life!....not my whole life.
<3Tiffani
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