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Honestly, the past two days have been really hard.
Like REALLY hard on me.
I'm just... going through the motions.
I'm slowly passing the time.
Always doing something to keep myself busy.
So long as the hands are moving...
It's just one hit, after the other.
REPEATEDLY.
I'm being beat over the head with the same things
day in and day out.
i can't take it anymore.
i don't know what to do to feel better.
i don't know what to do to make it right.
i don't know what to do to fix this.
i'm so lost right now.
so, so lost.
Like REALLY hard on me.
I'm just... going through the motions.
I'm slowly passing the time.
Always doing something to keep myself busy.
So long as the hands are moving...
It's just one hit, after the other.
REPEATEDLY.
I'm being beat over the head with the same things
day in and day out.
i can't take it anymore.
i don't know what to do to feel better.
i don't know what to do to make it right.
i don't know what to do to fix this.
i'm so lost right now.
so, so lost.