My Goal

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Sitting here...
A mess as always.

Something's always gone wrong for me.
And often enough, I can't say exactly what it is.

But everyday that I wake up,
It's like my plan is
"Keep it together, kid"

And that's what I do for the most part.
Keep it together.
Put on a show.
So that even if something were wrong,
I still calm, cool, and collected on the outside.
Even if my insides are anything but that.

And when I've started to crumble,
I tell myself that;
"Keep it together, kid"
And that makes it worse.
Cuz a part of doesn't know if I can.
And another part of me is hating myself
Because I have to tell myself that.

And instead of writing all this down.
And intiating a landslide.
I'll just stop.
And attempt to keep it together
Like I keep telling myself I should.
Hope I can.

Until Next Time...