Argh...

[tiff_sing]

Everything's just a mess right now.
And I don't know how to fix it.
I don't know if I want to fix it.

This part of me just wants to be done with it.
Retreat into that dark cavern that is myself.

Everything's so... hard.
Hermit life...
Seems so appealing right now.

But what happens when I'm done with it?
Where do I go from there?
I've worked so hard at this.
I've put so much into this.

It just... hurts.
It hurts so much.
And I want it to stop.
But I don't think it ever will.

I hate feeling this way.
I hate it.
I hate it.
And once more for emphasis,
I hate it.

Until Next Time...