Nov 16, 2005 23:29
Well I am planning to come home january 23-30 for sure. Hopefully my bf will decide he wants to come with me but if not I am still going to go. I really would like him to meet my parent and my friends.
not too much going on right now. working my ass off at work. I don't know what it is about night crew but I get into this zone. haha
I got a job at the olive garden that is going to be opening soon. I am excited because I could really use the extra cash and with them just opening and all they should be really busy. Mabey i can finally start getting rid of some of my loans. I hate being 10, 000 in debt and having nothing really to show for it. On the plus side I have outstanding credit!
My bf wrote me a not tonight at work telling me basically if I am not satisfied him then to tell him and move on. I don't know where he gets these ideas in his head. if it was just because I was gone all day today applying at that job and eating lunch w/ joni or if he has been thinking about this for awhile. He tends to keep thigns like that bottled up until he can't take it anymore. I wish he would talk to me so I could understand. I need to know if this is still about the same sex talk we have all the time or if it is something more. I love him to eath and I don't wanna fight or lose him over something that could be resolved by talking to each other. Well I have alot more to type but my bagel is probably done and I have to go figure out what I am getting justin for his birthday.