Aug 27, 2005 10:59
So my life is PERFECT!!! It couldnt be freakin better..ok yeah it could i take that back but omgosh guys im just soo happy!!!! I feel so lucky everyday I wake up its just amazing!!! Uh my gosh its amazing!!! but yeah me and sarah arent friends anymore. idk i guess she felt like a counselor to me...but yeah its not like she didnt complain to me about her problems..not that i had a problem with that that was my job as her "best" friend. make her feel happy when shes sad and have un with her when shes in a good mood but idk i guess i just fucked up and cant take it back. but whatever its not like anyones the same anymore. everyones changed either for the better or the worst..like me IVE DEFINATELY changed for the better!!!! but yeah you guys im sitting here and I just want you to see the song that i listen to every night before i go to sleep!! God bless all of you!!!
Singing My song:Christina Aguilera!!
I woke up this morning with a smile on my face
& Nobody's gonna bring me down today
Been feeling like nothings been going my way lately
So I decided right here and now that my outlooks gotta change
That's why I'm gonna
Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried
For everytime somebody hurt my pride
Feeling like they won't let me live life
& Take the time to look at what is mine
I see every lesson completely
I thank God for what I got from above
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me
But I'm gonna carry on
Keep on singing my song
I never wanna dwell on my pain again
There's no use in reliving how I hurt back then
Remembering all of the hell I felt when I was running out of faith
Every step I vowed to take was towards a better day
Cos I'm about to
Say goodbye to every single lie
& All the fears I've held too long inside
Everytime I felt I could try
All the negativity I had inside
For too long I've been struggling. I couldn't go on
But now I've found I'm feeling strong and moving on
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me
But I'm gonna carry on
I'm gonna keep on singing my song
Whoa, & everytime I tried to be what they wanted from me
It never came naturally
So I ended up in misery, wasn't able to see
All the good around me
They wasted so much energy on what they thought of me
Simply just remembering to breathe
I'm human, I ain't able to please
Everyone at the same time, so now I find
My peace of mind living one day at a time
I'm human and I answer to one god
It comes down to one love
Until I get to heave above
I've made the decision
Never to give up
Til the I day I die no matter what
I'm gonna carry on & keep on singing my song.....
And remember guys thirty years it won't matter about what "friends" you had because if you think about it..barely any of them will actually be there. and it wont matter who you hung out with at football games or what you wore or what you did..as long as theres life theres a chance to be amazing at everything. Life is the most Important gift God can give you..and I found out recently that you can Never GIVE UP ON LIFE...ITS JUST TOO IMPORTANT...