Im praying so hard!
So Ive put this in the back of my mind for so long but it's just coming out slowly and slowly everyday. Its pretty much to the point where I can't take it anymore. Im sure all of you know what Im talking about. I miss Nick. He's my everything. I really wish this didn't hurt so much. I can't wait until Dad ok's us talking again. If Dad ever sees what I see in Nick..he's gonna love the kid. Just the simple things that people take for granted in a relationship..like seeing their number on the caller i.d....or being able to hold "their" hand or hug them...smell their fragrance...see them smile..hear them laugh. just everything. I wish someone could give me advice on how to handle it, but no one our age has been through this situation. It sucks. Nick maed a mistake..then I made a mistake, and we are paying for it terribly.
I just hope God sends me the relief I need. I hope he makes Dad see that I miss Nick. He;s my best friend and I just miss talking to him. SO many nights when Avaries sleeping downstairs and no ones around to hear me...I cry myself to sleep. Someday I hope i cry tears of joy just knowing that dad told me it was ok for me to be with him. And yeah Nick and I have made mistakes together..like kissing at school..bad choice..but whatever i cant change the past so Im not gonna even worry about it.
Well i basically just wrote this journal because its a send out to ask everyone just to pray for us. I need all the help I can get. I love this kid and hes been taken away from me..well...not really i mean hes still my boyfriend but I cant even talk to him...Well guys thanks for the prayers and if you ever need anything you know I am there.
P.S. Alisha Im sorry.
I just hope God sends me the relief I need. I hope he makes Dad see that I miss Nick. He;s my best friend and I just miss talking to him. SO many nights when Avaries sleeping downstairs and no ones around to hear me...I cry myself to sleep. Someday I hope i cry tears of joy just knowing that dad told me it was ok for me to be with him. And yeah Nick and I have made mistakes together..like kissing at school..bad choice..but whatever i cant change the past so Im not gonna even worry about it.
Well i basically just wrote this journal because its a send out to ask everyone just to pray for us. I need all the help I can get. I love this kid and hes been taken away from me..well...not really i mean hes still my boyfriend but I cant even talk to him...Well guys thanks for the prayers and if you ever need anything you know I am there.
P.S. Alisha Im sorry.