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im the fat/ugly friend.
its ok, i'm somewhat used to it.
i dont get why i even fucking bother anymore.
i honestly feel like im nothing.
guess how many people said they would call/hang out with me tonight?
well it doesn't matter since none actually did.
they might as well put a sign when you get to la crosse saying "turn around if under 21"
and im not even saying that i need to drink or anything to have fun, but its not much fun when i'm by myself, drunk or sober.
im just really seeing who my true friends are now.
i guess i can't depend on anyone anymore.
dang it, and keely was like "you look so pretty tonight"
like it goddamn matters, the people who i want to care don't.
i suppose i need to realize that people lie. its as simple as that. they say shit to get me away from them. I CAN HANDLE BEING TOLD THINGS. seriously, if you don't wanna hang out, then DONT FUCKING TELL ME YOU WILL CALL ME. i get my stupid hopes up for nothing, just so i can feel like an idiot.
YOU WIN ASSHOLES.
its ok, i'm somewhat used to it.
i dont get why i even fucking bother anymore.
i honestly feel like im nothing.
guess how many people said they would call/hang out with me tonight?
well it doesn't matter since none actually did.
they might as well put a sign when you get to la crosse saying "turn around if under 21"
and im not even saying that i need to drink or anything to have fun, but its not much fun when i'm by myself, drunk or sober.
im just really seeing who my true friends are now.
i guess i can't depend on anyone anymore.
dang it, and keely was like "you look so pretty tonight"
like it goddamn matters, the people who i want to care don't.
i suppose i need to realize that people lie. its as simple as that. they say shit to get me away from them. I CAN HANDLE BEING TOLD THINGS. seriously, if you don't wanna hang out, then DONT FUCKING TELL ME YOU WILL CALL ME. i get my stupid hopes up for nothing, just so i can feel like an idiot.
YOU WIN ASSHOLES.