I hate life

Jan 27, 2005 15:05


Well where would you like be to begin.......My life is shitty right now. Every one and their mother decides to screw me over. Sarah B I <3 you and I hope you feel better soon :o) Chrisitne I <3 you girl!!! Guys never going to find a good one haha.  Kim aka Stacy haha I <3 it, thanks for all your help, it really means a lot to me. Gill thanks for listening to all my problems and  this is the cutest thing ever you really made my day!!!! (her away message) work, tiffany I love you and im suprissed you even wasted your time on that guy...your way too hot for him and hell relalize that but too bad for him it will be too late xoxo.......Andy thanks for being my BFF Id be lost w/out you muah xoxo :o).........Ok well Lets start with saying I talked to Mike on Tuesday. The convo went well......or so I thought. He told me that we hadn't talked since we last hung out (january 7) because he got the impression i didnt want to talk to him are you being serious????c'mon on now. Well last night i left him a message on the computer, and didnt get a response all day. So when i finally went to bed at 3:30am after writing my paper i read his away message: class bright and early then to my babys house.......are you kidding me?????????? We just talked the night before and you said nothing about a girl. The profile date said 1/14 that was one week after we hung out.......So i dont get this, you said you'd call me this weekend so we could hang out, you dont ask me what im doing for the hell of it but this i sin your profile. I just dont get it. Am I that horrible that people love to screw me over. P.S I aslo talked to someone else on Tuesday...Im not sure how that went (id say his name but id rather not those of u who talk to me know who it is tho) were fine now but i still think its going to be werid....hopefully hes going to canada tonight so i can talk to him!!! But yea if not i will definately try and talk to him on friday so I can get all this straighten out. Now for Mark whom I NEVER EVER want to talk again, yes i just said never which isnt like me to do but its what needs to be done. Dont call me when your drunk and say things that you arent going to rememeber!!! Its only makes me wonder and then I change how i feel. Which was why it bothered me that you did stuff with 2 others girls. I know we werent togther but we were 100% done yet either but hey that was your choice. Messing around with girls was mor important than my friendship. Cant help you there. But youve got tighe to help you with all your questions (yea i kno that pisses you off which is why i said it when we were talking online!!!!) But yea enough of the guy drama....Im DONE with guys seriously I cant handle any more of this shit!!! I hate it and being hurt.

Well Im going to Canada tonight!!!! Not sure if Im scared or excited, but i figured id give it a try out before we go for my birthday (which is coming out so be ready to party!!! Sarah so is yours!!!! muah bff) But yea tonight should be interesting. ok changing topics whee haha so last friday was fun!!! I took Rose ( a RR girl) down to wsu w/ me.....i had a 5th of malibu to myself...mmmmm...... i <3 that stuff. But yea i was a lil tipsy and some one made me cry that night (again not mentioning his name but hopefully he'll make me :o) soon!!!). Saturday gets even better since we had our huge blizzard. So im ready to go home saturday morning and my car wont start!!! ARe you kidding me my night didnt turn out as well as i wanted and i want to do now is go home...but no my car is a POS!!!! So i start calling everyone in my phone book....my dad is with my lil bro at a boy scouting event....no one can help so Im stuck at UT all day, which wasnt necessarly a bad thing. I hung w/ my lovely DZ sisters. It was awesome 4 starving girls and it took 2 hours fo rus to get pizza....your kidding me and when it finally came it was cold alomost as cold as the air outside!!!! So yea it was an eventful day. PS gill tried helping me start my car...thats was fun lol. The bum asking for$ when he just got out of jail and the HOTT guy who stopped to help us (i should of gotten his # hehe :oD). So yea finally at 10 its my awesome dad to the rescue. In the end we decided to tow my car home (its free cause we have AAA). It was a long ride home with a stranger. But Im getting a new car soon (hopefully as long as i can afford it) I was thinking maybe an escape, F-150 4x4 or a ranger...any one got any suggestions??? Well if you do let me kno :op but i think its time to end this one (its quite long) I have class in 50 minutes and i want to do a lil hw beofre hand. Once again I <3 my BFF and my awesome DZ sisters ;op   muah xoxo Tiff
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