thinking.....
Well Let me tell you....I'm not sure where to begin. Sorry I just read something and Its making me really think. Well I woke up to the cutest voicemail ever I <3ed it. Yea sry I didnt answer either of your calls, I fell back asleep.....zzzzzz.....I was tired and I didnt feel good. But yea that voicemail made my day. Every time i thought of it it brings a smile to my face, that is one that won't ever get earesed. I had soo much to write and I was thinking about it all day and now that I'm actually here Im dumbfounded.....Ok well like that shirt does not go with those pants....oh wait jess shes right there its all giggles from there haha......Heres another one hehe....R u serious, I want to leave right now, just forget it lets go aww, Im not sure yet if I'm happy we stayed. But we did haha it was another fun night. Ok so Im getting a D right now in chemistry. Yes I said a a D who gets a D? Definately not but (but I am) I think this is the most dissapointed Ive ever been in myself, serioulsy I think i should just kill myself. Im really trying to not be that hard on myself but I still am. I keep thinking how its only my 1st semester of college and everything will be better next semester but then I always think about the what if's??? Ok change of subject. Jen I hope you had the greatest B-day ever and I'm sooo sorry that I couldnt go out to eat with you guys, I thought you were gonna go to canada so I kind of made plans, but I'll make it up to you I promise, Sar thanks for calling me an dinviting me that was very sweet of you. Aww I have the greatest BFF in the world, Id be lost w/ out them. I still need to know what you girls want for x-mas and what you want for your b-day jen!!!! Well lately Ive been hanging with this new guy, whom I must say that I really like. For instance my mom and I were talking this morning b4 school, and I was taking about him and she gave me the look and i said "no really I think this one is a keeper for changes", she smiled an dknew that i was serious. Those are words that havent came out of my mouth in years, yes years. So I really like, but Im still unsure. Like you know how i always try to find something that I dont like about someone (since I'm soo picky), I cant find anything. Its crazy, I try soo hard and I cant find anything, it kind of makes me mad too lol :o). Im really just not sure where I should go with all of this....I know hes unsure of this to but yea know I dono. Really and seriously what should I do. I mean he questioning weather I'm faithful and trusting. ARE YOU BEING SERIOUS!!!! I am the most faithful person ever, and I'm always honest. I hate liars for god sake. But really I need help with this one people, I like him but I need some opinions on my unanswered questions. As for x-mas I super excited!!! Im making my mom a scrap book and I havent even starte dit yet, yea and x-mas is in 10 days so I need to get that one started. Well Im thinking and at this point I'm really lost for words. So in the meantime I have to work tonight so call me later if anyone wants to talk!! My computer is down so whos know how long it will be b4 any one see my screen name again..lol....Well Have a great day everyone Lotz of <3 always, Tiff ;op