Jan 02, 2011 18:41
First off, Happy New Year to all my LJ friends. 2010 has come and gone. And things have happened. I started dating for the first time, I turned 25(on Dec 30th), school, sporadic work schedule, family situations, etc.
Things have been good, most have not been so good.
What's bothering me the most right now....my boyfriend.He's my first.I started going out with him on Halloween. I really wanted to spend New Years with him, but I havent heard from him since my b-day. Then today when I text him wondering what was going on, he said ''I'm sorry. New Years was crazy.'' I didnt respond after that. Not going to for a while. Then I go on Facebook and I see his status:
''Love is supposed to be for ever, yet when some one you love hurts you it seems like love fades away. Is it stupid to love some one who hurts us?''
...I wonder...who he means..? Does he like...someone else? Could it be a family member he's talking about? Either way, I started crying. He spent New Years with someone other than me. I guess Im not as important as I thought. I would ask him what he meant by his status, but Im too upset to care right now. As for right now, I dont want to talk to him or get on Facebook. Im scared Im gonna read stuff Im not going to like.
shit,
boyfriend,
crap,
new years