May 08, 2004 16:43
michael:
i'm not running away. i'm moving on. theres a difference. i can't move on and look at everything that is here and not remember something else that happened. i feel like i'm living in the past. i think that everything in your life happens for a reason, and maybe the way things are working out is my reason to leave. i do'nt know though, i guess that if i do leave, i'll find out soon enough if that is a mistake or not. but i just don't know if there is anything here for me. it seems that there is a lot of opportunity in arizona, and i think that is what i want to do. its nothing personal against the town or anything, because i happen to like greeley for the most part.. but i just can't be stuck here and wonder what would've happened if i did this or that.. i just need to go and experience something new. and if i end up back here, then so be it. but then i can't say that i didn't try.