May 06, 2004 12:42
oye. i don't really know what to think lately.. everything just seems to be going crazy, and i'm not sure how to handle it yet. i have 5.. 5 days of school left.. and i'm scared. i'm going to be growing up and i'm not ready to. its just.. i dont' know its scary.
not only that but there is this kid.. and he won't leave me alone.
but i guess the good news is that i get to see brittni in 15 days.. and i'm just so excited. i love her so much, she's my bestest friend. i also feel kind of bad because i graduate on her 18th birthday, and so its going to be more of my day then it is hers.. but allwell i guess.. what are ya gonna do..
something that pisses me off though is that i was planning on calling darrel today after lunch.. right before this class to ask him what he was doing tomorrow/this weekend. i had a dream last night that i forgot about calling him.. and guess what. i forgot to call him. i hate that. i also had other dreams too. one involving a hot guy named jarrod.. and one involving johnny depp. boy oh boy.
anyways, i guess thats all i really have to say. i'm going to go and find something to do.. or something.