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there's this girl i know.. let me tell you a little something about her.
she feels insecure, she feels ugly. she feels like everyone she knows is just looking for a reason to leave her and abandon her. she never feels good enough, and more often then not, she is working to make other people happy because she wants to believe it will make her happy someday too. she doesn't do a lot for herself, and she tries way too hard to impress people.
but the truth is, she isn't any of that, and most of it isn't true. but for whatever reason, i think she wants to feel sad, just because it makes her feel something.
i'd like to think that she makes rational decisons, but she doesn't. i hope she can start to have faith in herself, and stick up for the things that she feels bad about. then maybe, someday, she can learn how to feel by being happy again, not being sad.
she feels insecure, she feels ugly. she feels like everyone she knows is just looking for a reason to leave her and abandon her. she never feels good enough, and more often then not, she is working to make other people happy because she wants to believe it will make her happy someday too. she doesn't do a lot for herself, and she tries way too hard to impress people.
but the truth is, she isn't any of that, and most of it isn't true. but for whatever reason, i think she wants to feel sad, just because it makes her feel something.
i'd like to think that she makes rational decisons, but she doesn't. i hope she can start to have faith in herself, and stick up for the things that she feels bad about. then maybe, someday, she can learn how to feel by being happy again, not being sad.