Oct 19, 2009 21:59
is it bad that i still think about how great we could be?
i mean...3 years.
was it a waste or a foundation?
i fucked up and i need to fix it but i know you arent crazy about me like you used to be. i want you and nothing less..nothing more. youre all ive ever wanted and i think deep down inside you know that. im sorry for being such a shitty person and making you worry about me all the time, and im sorry for making it seem like i didnt care because i really did. i still do. i just felt like i was being abandoned because you went so far away. i know it was for the best which is why i didnt argue it when you told me i just didnt expect us to grow so distant. i didnt ever want to lose you and when i did my world fell apart. ive become such a hateful person and thats not who ive wanted to be..i just want to be happy and i know that that cant happen without you.
--you know who you are..