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[tiessan]

i really wish i could hold my chin up and say that ill find someone better than you but i know that thats bullshit. i got so comfortable with you and now i dont have that comfort. nothing feels right. i want to hate you for making me feel so terrible but i cant. i can barely feel anything anymore. all i ever do i bitch bitch bitch. but what else is there to do when my whole world crumbles all at once?

i never want to grow in love with anyone ever again. i never want to get close to anyone. i just want to sit in a corner of my room until the apocalypse.

too bad i cant stand being left alone.
i fucking hate my life..