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[tiessan]

if i could describe in one word how i feel right now it would be incomplete. i thought that i could do this and i thought i could be strong but every thought i have is of you and every gust of wind really stings the hole in my heart. the fact that youre happier without me is just the icing on the cake. it hurts me to know that we wont make anymore memories together. it hurts me to know that ill never kiss you again. it hurts me that youve already kissed someone else. i cant sleep and when i do i dont want to wake up because that would mean id have a full day of thinking. i cant eat..ive lost 8 pounds since this happened last monday.

i just want to die..but i already feel dead. what the fuck is the point?