almost summer

[ties_u_severed]

So its almost summer and im on my last week of class. I have 1 class tomorrow, and 1 class and a final on thursday then 3 finals next week and I am done. Im not worried about finals because none of my finals are cummulative so its pretty much just like having a week w/ 3 tests in it which ive had plenty of and i know i can handle. i have no idea

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[flake_ige]

its weird you guys are going there .. I always felt like that was my place.

[ties_u_severed]

its weird that u dont care that we arent friends anymore...

[flake_ige]

you don't know what I care about, and besides that you are doing the foot work, planning a trip when you know I can't go. You love to assume things and get angry and hold little grudges. I haven't assessed our friendship I"m just trying to be calm and see where it goes.

[ties_u_severed]

welll im not holding little grudges despite the many things i could hold grudges about ive forgiven you...and we didnt purposely plan it for when u couldnt go we planned it b/c lauren sharo is doing an internship in arizona and thats the only time she is going to be in town this whole summer...and being calm is seeing where it goes is fine...just realize that we will probably end up not being friends if neither of us make an effort....plus its really cool to read on here about how i made u so uncomfortable at home and how ur so glad that im not there anymore....whatever maybe thats ur own neurosis not me assuming that u dont want to be friends w/ me anymore

[flake_ige]

maing two comments abou thow things are smoother since you haveleft doesn't mean i'm SOOOO glad you left, you are reading into that too much. THere was tension, and I do feel better now, I'm sure you feel that same way. I am making efforts, but it is hard because I feel like you hate me. Its weird to even talk to you. Constantly predicting that we won't be friends isn't going to help the situaiton. I feel like you don't respect me as a person, and I know you think I don't respect you, that makes it hard to build on, you know?

[ties_u_severed]

i dont know why u think i hate you....hate is a strong word and i respect you as a person but i dont respect some of the decisions and choices you make there is a very big difference....and i feel better having my own space but i wasnt THAT unhappy living w/ you....the only reason i felt unhappy living w/ u is becuase half the time i could tell that u wished i wasnt even there b/c you felt some odd tension that i didnt feel...obviously the 2 weeks between when i decided to leave and when i left there was tension but i wouldnt say that i felt tension before that....i just dont feel like u care enough about the friendship to make an effort and as stupid as it sounds it hurts that u dont seem too upset to not have me in your life anymore...not that i want you to be devastated but...i thought i meant more to you than this...