Apr 20, 2007 12:30
so im all moved into my new apartment and its pretty great! its been a little boring and lonely the past few days b/c when i am home i dont have cable or internet yet so there isnt much to do but ive been occupying my time and im getting cable/internet and phone today so thats exciting. I am completely unpacked but I still need living room furniture but I think I am buying that tonight I found some really cute stuff on craigs list....its a couch and a loveseat for $250 which i think is pretty reasonable and its a pretty blue and they look really comfy so that will be good...my parents said they would lend me some money since obviously im short b/c ive had to spend a bunch on stupid stuff....but...anyways
i went shopping today w/ donnies sisters kara and kelly and it was fun :) i think i needed that really bad ive been feeling kinda bummed lately but im trying to surround myself by friends and positive people to keep my morale up....shannon spent the night last night and keri spent the night on Tuesday night which was fun. I want to start hanging out w/ keri more often again we are planning a kick ass camping trip for a bunch of people which im really excited about....
i am working on staying positive and being grateful for everything i have....ive been reading the bible a lot lately....James specifically and I am feeling more and more connected to God everyday and i love it! I never like REALLY never thought i would feel this way about God or church or anything but I feel like ever since I decided to let God in my life and let God follow out His plan for me ive been feeling SO GREAT! It seems so cliche but i feel more and more saved by God's grace everyday and maybe this whole change was the change i needed....i need to surround myself by people who are more like me and not w/ people that i have to make excuses for (excuses for to other people AND excuses for to myself) I really like Dave's girlfriend Megan she is really great and everytime we hang out i have a good time. As weird as it sounds I really feel like dave is a good role model for me which seems stupid but i think that the strength in his faith that he has is something that i can look toward... it sounds bad but i think he is more of a role model for me than donnie in that respect...Dani and i also decided to get together once a week this summer and pray together and i am really excited about that! i wish that i had more friends around like her becuase we get each other so well and she is working on her faith and relationship w/ God and i feel like we just have alot in common...
but the cable guy is here soooo hopefully hes not creepy cuz im here by myself...