IM SO OUT OF SCHOOOOOOL!! today was sweet. the whole day was just for me and my going away ceremony at school (k. wasnt all day, got out at 11:20). i gave my speech and couldnt quite finish it without crying a bit. my host mom was there too and it even made her cry. it was beautiful. im such an amazing speech writer... anyway. it was taped and my homeroom teacher said hes going to give me a copy so im pretty happy about that. damn japan for making my goodbye ceremony almost identical to my welcome one, making it all the more emotional. got a bouquet of flowers, got a speech given to me by the student principle, had the school principle give a speech about me, that i gave my speech... after the ceremony i saw yasuno sensei way across the hall. he smiled really big and waved at me. i waved back, perhaps a little too eagerly.... i found him later to take my picture with him. he got this haircut, and, i mean, hes still GORGEOUS... but now gorgeous in kind of a 12 year old boy way. i mean, before he looked at least 15.. oh well, its ok. i got my picture.
anyway, im wasting no time reeking the out-of-japanese-high-school benefits and i bought some bleach and hair dye after school. natsuki came over unexpectidly. she made fun of how i cried. "IM TIANY! WAA WAA! BOO HOO! I MISS JAPAN" it was hilarious in a jerk-sort of way... anyway, ive bleached my hair and im enjoying being blonde at the moment. i mean, im SO blonde.
its ok, you can say it. i look horrible with blonde hair. dont worry, im adding color here pretty soon and i`ll be back to the red head i was meant to be.. bleach here is fucking strong though! johnny japan lied and said it was weak. i think HES weak. ive never had bleach make me so blonde. shieet.