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okay.. so ..i know mostly everyone has heard the saying chicks before dicks.. well .. i guess ive found out that boys can get in the way of a tremendous relationship between two best friends.. since steph has been going out with rhett i fell that everything is about him now.. we never hang out anymore and everytime i talk to her guess who always seems to pop up..give it a guess.. rhett..i mean of course im soo happy for her and being a good friend im so happy that she is happy.. i love the fact that he can make her happy.. but that doesnt mean you can give up your friends..everynight guess who she goes out with..always hangs all over and can just leave me to hang out with him if say we are walking in the hall.. i guess its the fact that im jealous.. i am.. im jealous that she spends more time with him then with me now.. her best friend supposedly..im hurt b.c all she does is hang out with him.. but im also thankful that i do have really true friends that will never do that to me..im very thankful for that..its not that i dont love steph anymore..i do with all my heart.. im just upset right now.. and being a highly emotional person it will take me a while to get over..adios : )