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Today is one of those days where i feel like the world is totally trying to get back at me.. im not in a good mood at all.. moms being a meany..and i just get aggravated over everything right now.. im so frustrated with everything and to make my day even better i slammed my finger so hard in a door.. ouch.. it hurt so bad that i cried..gah.. i miss michael..i hate being in a long distance relationship..but i wouldnt want to be in it with anyone else.. god love is a great thing and im happy i have it. but damn why does it have to be so hard.. sometimes i feel so lost like i dont know where to turn and how to feel.... im glad i have you michael to be my light when im in the dark and my directions when i am lost(made that one up : ))..sometimes i just dont know how to go on and you are always there to brighten my day!.. i love you michael christopher!..thank you for everything.. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.. bye all