I am sad today

[tierany_jade]

Today I realized I have a shithole house, a shithole car, a decaying life. I feel as though i don't have anything to hope for or look forward to. My kids are extra loving today. I love them so much they bring so much to my life. But after contemplation, I realize I have much more than many. I will survive and my life journey will take me far.

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By the way, I am entering a new experience that may or may not be a positive, we shall see.