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So, I did it. I delivered the letter. Not to Louis himself, but his roommate. He seemed really really nice. I have a feeling that he's not going to call. But I did it moreso for myself.
Why do I bother doing shit like this? I am such a loser. I just can't accept that nobody in their right mind would want to be with me and I should just give up, close up shop and move it to the hills with all the other hideous hermits.
I want to die right now. Of embarrassment or maybe a little nick to the wrists.
Why do I bother doing shit like this? I am such a loser. I just can't accept that nobody in their right mind would want to be with me and I should just give up, close up shop and move it to the hills with all the other hideous hermits.
I want to die right now. Of embarrassment or maybe a little nick to the wrists.