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Overall, I'm really content right now:
I would love a steady job but there's money coming in the door. And I'm gaining some type of experience, though I don't know what it is yet.
I'm still at the shop but since I'm not closing every Saturday and Sunday, it's like I'm not even there. And since working there affords me a reason to be in Des Moines on the weekends, I'm okay with it.
I love my weekends. I get to see my nearest and dearest as well as my drinking buddies. I've got a nice little crush on a bartender. There's a routine. And it's a blast.
I'm mad that Matt had to shit talk me in order for me to finally burn that bridge...but I'm really glad he did it, simply because I'm a better person for it. I don't miss worrying about him. I don't need to wonder if I'm doing my job as a friend. He was a black hole for my energy and I'm glad I'm done with it.
For now, life is good.
I would love a steady job but there's money coming in the door. And I'm gaining some type of experience, though I don't know what it is yet.
I'm still at the shop but since I'm not closing every Saturday and Sunday, it's like I'm not even there. And since working there affords me a reason to be in Des Moines on the weekends, I'm okay with it.
I love my weekends. I get to see my nearest and dearest as well as my drinking buddies. I've got a nice little crush on a bartender. There's a routine. And it's a blast.
I'm mad that Matt had to shit talk me in order for me to finally burn that bridge...but I'm really glad he did it, simply because I'm a better person for it. I don't miss worrying about him. I don't need to wonder if I'm doing my job as a friend. He was a black hole for my energy and I'm glad I'm done with it.
For now, life is good.