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The way it was, the way it is, the way it should be, the way I want it...
None of it matches.
I feel like I try really hard but never get anywhere. Is it possible I've left myself open to being walked all over?
It seems like everything changed in February. I guess we'll see how February 2009 goes, yeah?
And after 2 years of not talking, why would anyone think things had changed and that we should pick back up?
What's Christmas going to be like without Grandpa?
None of it matches.
I feel like I try really hard but never get anywhere. Is it possible I've left myself open to being walked all over?
It seems like everything changed in February. I guess we'll see how February 2009 goes, yeah?
And after 2 years of not talking, why would anyone think things had changed and that we should pick back up?
What's Christmas going to be like without Grandpa?