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The mind wants what it wants, mine wants what it can't have. Why does it, no one knows, but it does. I wish I could stop it from doing this all the time. I don't even get a reason why. This bites. I hate this. I've been stuck on her all weekend, and it won't stop. ::smacks head on table:: GAH. I just wanna scream. Why does this all have to happen now? I need to be there for certain people now, and I can't be. I can't be because I am so wrapped up in my own shit. I need to move away, to like the mountains. So that I can be alone. One with nature and all that shit that the hermits say to justify thier anti-social behavior. I need to play Go. No one around knows how to play. I need to concentrate on something other than my issues. Gah. I'mma buy a sweet ass, super sexy bass. That will be cool. Until than, I hate this shit.