Mar 23, 2006 17:59
Yeah I'm updating.
A lot of people have been acknowledging Amanda and Scott. Well, guess what! I will be, too.
It was so sudden. I had just got my license, was telling Ryan about it when he told me the tale.
We all know how badly we felt after hearing the news, so I won't go into further detail about that.
I can't tell you how many times I prayed for Andrew, or how many times I said, "I don't want to talk about it."
Everything just seems blah
Like someone took a bite into a bad apple, but tried to move on to another side with that awful deep taste in the back of their throat.
I keep telling myself that I'll get over it. That I shouldn't go to the funeral because I didn't really really know her. Sure i said I'd go. I wanted to. really.
but she's gone
he's gone
andrew, oh my gosh, I can't imagine how he is. I really like him. he's a great guy.
Jon, poor jon. i'm praying so much that things will work out
nick, i can't imagine losing him.
It seems like Death's having a fun fest.
Someone's spewing all over the world
Fuck homework. All I want to do is crawl into a ball with arms wrapped around me, and sleep away everything.
I don't want this to happen. bring her back, bring him back. erase that night from everyone's memory.
damn my mother who has to be at a conference in California.
I just found out that someone, who's bascially a mother to me, is currently in the Emergency Room
How's that for not reading the chapters!