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[tiehersohigh]

and this is the story of my life.

It isn't my fault, the way I have to live. the shit I have to deal with..

why does everyone judge me as if it is..

constant criticism at how i live..

people think i like this?

I've broken down about it 3 times now.. I'm far from enjoying myself, or how I have to live. and the situations i've been put in becase my parents mistakes.

people judge me as if I'm the one that's been making mistakes.
no.. i'm just having to pay for my parent's mistakes..

you're all so critical. and you would never understand, obviously, if you can be this critical.

I hear it all the time, that i'm too negative.

well for my life, and how it's been up until now, I think i do a god damn impressive job of being positive sometimes.

Is it fair that i have to live this way.
Is it fair that i've accepted the fact that most girls that like me will eventually probably not want to be with me or think less of me because of the way i've been forced to live?

if you think this is retarded.. sorry maybe?
i need to vent. this is breaking me.