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I change my mind. I'm really not sure if I do want a relationship.. What's the point. I have myself at this "Never give up trying, give it your all" kind of thing. well.. what's the point of that, no one has that same thing going out for them haha. always goes something like this. Everything happy. other person cares less, tries less, generally does everything less. I am angry that they are doing it less, though I understand why because they don't feel like it's worth it because the situation might not seem rewarding enough. But at the same time if you bitch about it not being perfect while you're the one not doing as much as you used to do when we were happy, what do you expect? and I just don't give up on anyone ever. Love is a word i don't butcher at all. I say it, I mean it. It shows.
what's the point of even giving someone my all when eventually when things get semi bad they can just say oh well and give up and move on.
Or.. when someone will just slowly care less till they are at the point they want to use bullshit excuses to get away?
many people say love doesn't last forever, or a lifetime, if you will. I think it can. I can see myself being with someone forever, and sadly, and regretably I even planned on it with one. I'm willing to be with the same person forever. I don't care that the "rush" and excitement isn't the same as it used to be. How do you get bored of love? Do you not realize that if you just go to someone new, the rush and excitement of something new will be there for awhile yes, but within 2 or 3 or 4 months - it will be just the same. The same with one exception, it will N-e-v-e-r be as good as the first real love. People want too much, I would be 100% grateful with just having the same person there, if they just really loved me. Someone who really meant "I'll never leave you no matter what" when they said it. Someone who did just stay there.
I know someone in particular will make a comment "You think you do everything right always"
No, I know I don't. but at least I will stick there and make up for the things I do wrong. not just leave. I'm extremlydevoted and Commited is all i'm saying..
what's the point of even giving someone my all when eventually when things get semi bad they can just say oh well and give up and move on.
Or.. when someone will just slowly care less till they are at the point they want to use bullshit excuses to get away?
many people say love doesn't last forever, or a lifetime, if you will. I think it can. I can see myself being with someone forever, and sadly, and regretably I even planned on it with one. I'm willing to be with the same person forever. I don't care that the "rush" and excitement isn't the same as it used to be. How do you get bored of love? Do you not realize that if you just go to someone new, the rush and excitement of something new will be there for awhile yes, but within 2 or 3 or 4 months - it will be just the same. The same with one exception, it will N-e-v-e-r be as good as the first real love. People want too much, I would be 100% grateful with just having the same person there, if they just really loved me. Someone who really meant "I'll never leave you no matter what" when they said it. Someone who did just stay there.
I know someone in particular will make a comment "You think you do everything right always"
No, I know I don't. but at least I will stick there and make up for the things I do wrong. not just leave. I'm extremlydevoted and Commited is all i'm saying..