Sep 04, 2005 13:39
complete total adoration, my gift to you - my heart was yours..
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory.
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together,
so I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
you said they were, what happened?
You were a priority. Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
I knew from the beginning all I had to offer was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
and hopefully you will remember the things I told you.
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
but I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes..?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked of where we'd be a year from now?
you know...
all of this is only sad if i stop to think about it. I can't keep stopping to think about it. but this song definetly made me stop to think about it all way too much. relating so deeply. I was pushed away to much to still deserve to be sad over it. oh well, i need to supress these memories and just not talk about them.